Thursday, February 11, 2010
BEAR-y Big!!!

Got this HUMONGOUS pooky bear from HIM. Apparently this is a bean bag customised just for me in the shape of my favourite pooky bear (This explains why it is sooooo big). Quite silly of me not to think of it even though there are clues to this gift:1) I caught HIM smuggling my small pooky (the one sitting on the big pooky foot in the picture above) out of my house. HE just plainly tell me he wants to test my alertness if I do sense the numbers of my pooky bear decreasing day by day and I accept it. True enough, after that very day, I started counting my bears everyday, but still not noticing that this bear is missing (>.<)2) HE told me he will borrow a car for work purpose but is just to ferry this darling gift to me.3) I was at the vicinity where he made this bear, we were supposed to meet there for dinner that day. But I was late, hence didn't catch him in action but simply just sat down for a dinner.4) HE refused put his belongings in the car boot (hiding ground of big pooky) when i told HIM to.Really appreciate him doing so much amidst his busy work schedule. Also, 5 years plus into our relationship and HE is still soooo doting and always keeping me entertained and surprised. I'm so blessed. I later on realised that I was so close to being proposed on this very day. Just that HE did not have time to prepare the whole "package" and HE really want it to be perfect and memorable for me, so HE just forgo it and do it next time, so gave me this big pooky as my vday gift. It was just an ordinary day, when he suggested to bring me out to walk walk since he got a car. So HE took me back to our very special place... that very special seat, we both chatted for so long - talk about us, talk about the journey we took to get together. We also talk about future and what would make me marry him. HIM: "... so what you want then you would marry me huh?"HER:" ( sniggling) erm, you try making me happy lor, if I am in a good mood I will consider..."HIM:"really huh... so then what would make you happy?"HER:"...(can't really think at 2am in the morning).. you, zzang zzang and pooky lor.. (3 of my loves)HIM:" you say one huh... really huh...I actually got a gift for you leh"Its so out of the blue, no special occasion except that vday coming soon. Wasn't expecting a gift on that day. I really felt my heart pounding fast and dunno what to do.. omg what should I do... HE then led me to his car, and asked me to sit at the back (passenger seats). Its like de jevu, leading me to go through one of my birthday's surprise all over again. After that HE got me unwrapping the big big pressie and to find out that its my favourite pooky bear in XXXXXXL size. It's sooo big, carrying it made me feel small again, like a little kid carrying a big doll. haha. The bear is already so hard to find, not to say such a big one.. Remember how I got my first bear from HIM too, when I thought it will be impossible to find one...Then I saw HIS expression, sooo hesitant, I know HE's contemplating if HE should just propose to me at that point in time.But later on HE told me that, its not perfect enough, can't even pass his own benchmark and also we are not so nicely attired, hence he never do so. I can see his disappointed look in how it turns out. My heart really goes out to HIM. Feel so loved by HIM. At that point in time, I really really tell myself, even if HE did not do anything... HE will be the only one for me... Labels: bear, day, love, pooky, proposal, valentine, valentine's day

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